Friday
Was spent with my friends and godson, chicken and hamburgers lined the plates of everyone, to top it off there was the beans of death which I tried to ask not for me because I didn't want the gas. You know guys will never listen when told not to do something because the air quality changed that evening. After a wonderful meal we all retired to watch a movie, the Italian job was playing and so were my godson and I. Rob put a pie in the oven while we were eating dinner, now what is with big slices of sugar? I tried to say no big piece since this girl is dieting but no way, I had to be one of the boys tonight. The pie was fantastic especially the half a gallon of ice cream on it 12 million calories to my hips for sure.
My godson and I wrestled until he thought doing a booby twister was cool, this is where I became serious which we had to stop playing and his father had to warn him I was in no mood for any of that. The night at the movies I watched as my buddy Greg passed out and well as my godson. So I went outside for a smoke and play with the dogs while my best friend Rob was folding clothes. Rob is going through a divorce and I sure feel for him since I have already completed that journey in my life seven years ago.
A day of spent on writing, I was awarded a spot on the Internet prettiest of the pretty at http://www.vickirene.net/friends0677.htm, also the biggest moment was to chat with someone named Kim from OPALGA in regards to an article which is being written for my years of being stealth, coming out and becoming who I am can help others as well.
Then that evening I spent a chilly night watching movies outside with my neighbors. Off to bed so I won’t miss my breakfast interview with Kim.
Waking up to no coffee, no medicine (I forgot due to excitement) and showering while it was 65 degrees in the house. THO for sure, no way around that one, it was cold in the house and then I woke to a extremely hot shower. Washed and conditioned my beautiful hair, I really love the tickling on my neck it is always so soft.
After the shower I always, always rub down my body in sweet oil nothing to shabby for myself.
Dressed in tight low rise jeans and a pink polo for my interview, only problem was we didn’t discuss what we looked like lol.
As I approached the diner for breakfast I noticed I arrived too early, what I did was listening to music for 20 minutes and reflected a great weekend. My transition keeps my mind busy always so to have a moment to reflect what was going on in my life was heart felt.
Nervous as I was Kim showed up and we introduced ourselves which we hit it off right away, I felt so welcomed in her presence which means the world to be. See becoming a woman is one thing, being a woman all your life is another. For myself I have always been a woman but in a male form which is hard for people to understand but I will always explain to them why this is.
Kim was like a child wishing to understand and learn what I was about to teach her. I love the look of sincere when I show someone where I came from, how I hid and my adventures to get where I am now. That breakfast was a wondrous time for me, I get to slip back into time and be who I was then. Sometimes it is nice and sometimes it will bring out some bad memories but I have showed someone else I made it. Kim and I laughed so much and the story was unfolding the more I spoke. After breakfast we walked a bit, she wanted to take pictures of me as Shawn, but we knew Shauna was there none the less. Shauna is a ham for pictures; I don’t like the camera because I never feel I can take a good picture. Kim and I walked towards my truck, the famous truck where a gorgeous brunette drives lol. On my truck I am proud of the stickers of being a veteran of the navy. Shauna has stickers of a Tran’s logo and her silly sign that states.
Silly Boys This Truck Is For Girls.
We chatted a bit more, I said for her to call me anytime if she has questions , and we hugged like two women, and I cried all the way home because I was so extremely happy of who I was and I shared my life with another person who accepted me for being a woman.
The rest of the day was spent reading and picking tomatoes for my father and listening to him giving me shot after shot about my sexuality. Hey dad, it doesn’t matter anymore. You can say what you want, you can try and hurt my feelings but when it is all said and done, I will be your oldest daughter and that will never change because I am finally free.
Greg and I went book shopping, I am trying to educate myself with Intersex, every book store we go to there is nothing of the subject. There is everything on gay and lesbian but nothing on Transgender or Intersex. I will have to educate these book stores now, looks like my work isn’t quite completed yet!
We had dinner, then went back to my house which he went home and I began writing this while watching the Olympics.
What a fantastic weekend.




